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Post by crew mahem on Nov 21, 2007 22:20:46 GMT -5
ILL BE FINE YOULL BE FINE
crew didnt kiss for sport or just did it because his hormones were telling him to kiss the girl. if that was the case, crew would be at a lot more parties than he went to. he wouldnt of become friends with the girl first as much as he wanted to go straight to the benefits part of the relationship, but crew wasnt like that kind of guy. he knew that es didnt kiss just any guy like he didnt kiss just any girl. he wasnt like his friends who used alcohol as a way to buy off kisses. he stopped as she moved away from his face, he laughed as she took a moment to take a deep breath. he thought it no longer felt weird like it did which was the feeling that made him stop. now, there was more to this kiss than he would of ever though. he felt her arms wrap around her neck, his lips moved down to her jaw bone, to her neck, and then back up to her lips again.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Nov 21, 2007 23:22:40 GMT -5
THIS MOMENT SEEMS SO LONG. Everyone knew Esmerelda wasn't much of a kisser. I don't mean she wasn't a good kisser, I mean she didn't go around and just kiss random guys for the heck of it. No, that didn't seem very entertaining to her. She had never really kissed anyone in her life except for her brothers, and that was only on the cheek. Esmerelda didn't want to waste her kisses on people, she wanted them to remain special and as delicate as she had first vowed to keep them. She wanted them to be kisses that she would give with her eyes shut so tight that she almost lost herself. Yeah, those kind of kisses. The kisses she was giving Crew right now. She felt his lips on jaw, and then her neck, and she almost moaned. Her neck was pretty much her weak spot. She ran her fingers throug his hair slowly, careful not to hurt him. "Crew?" She whispered suddenly, between a kiss. "Are you sure I'm the one you want to be kissing right now?" She asked. She didn't want him to kiss her if he was thinking of someone else.
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Post by crew mahem on Nov 22, 2007 11:33:41 GMT -5
crew wasnt much of anyone but himself. clashing personalities with other people in the school tended to happen a lot. a lot of people did give him crap for his life being based on the music that he played. he tried having a girlfriend a long, long time ago, but he was always too busy with his music. before he never really paid attention to the girls around him. but now, was a whole other story, yet he never paid much attention to anyone else when essie was around. crew stopped and turned his head to look at her, taking his fingers to take a piece of hair off of her face. he smiled at her. "right now? essie, your the only girl ive ever wanted to kiss." he said to her. if it was anything, if he was kissing any other girl right now, essie would be the one that would be running through his mind. not in any case would he be thinking about someone else while kissing her.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Nov 22, 2007 20:45:17 GMT -5
THIS MOMENT SEEMS SO LONG
People assumed that since Es was a model, she was a snob and she was conceited. That she walked around with her head held high and her words were unkind. Well, those people were judging her before they even knew her. The last thing Es was was snobby. She was the complete opposite of that, and that was obvious when people took the time to actually talk to her. Esmerelda wasn't conceited, either. She wasn't a bragger, she wasn't conceited...she was just Es. Why couldn't people realize that? Her heart was beating fast in her chest, and she felt like she was going to collapse. She was nervous, obviously. She listened to him talk and she bit her lip as a wide smile spread across her face. "Okay, okay. Yeah. That's good." She whispered, nodding. "Sorry, just kind of freaking out here." She grabbed the collar of his shirt quickly and pulled him down on her again, kissing him like she had before, except with a hint of more passion.
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Post by crew mahem on Nov 22, 2007 21:15:42 GMT -5
people who first looked at crew did not think he was a grac at all. he didnt care about his clothes and he was as far from any jock or rich looking kid there was. he didnt play sports or care about how much his clothes cost. sure, he was skinny and was more in shape than the next guy, but his long shaggy hair proved not to be the usual buzz cut or clean cut look that crew didnt have. and he sometimes he just didnt plain care that people thought of him lower than he really was. "its okay." he said to her as she grabbed the collar of his shirt to pull him down for more kisses. he grinned through the kiss, happy that he know knew she felt the same way about him and the whole situation. this time he hoped she wouldnt stop him as his tongue slid across the bottom of her lip for the second time. the first time she pulled away before he could enter, hopefully she wouldnt this time because he loved the passionate kiss she was placing on his lip this very moment.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Nov 22, 2007 21:55:37 GMT -5
THIS MOMENT SEEMS SO LONG. So, Esmerelda did care about her clothes. Not because she felt it showed she was a Grac or not, but just because she always wanted to look presentable. That was how she was. She spent a long time picking out her outfits the day before she was going to wear them, and that was only because she liked looking nice when she went to school. She liked looking like she had actually spent time on her outfits. She liked to wear dresses and skirts...that was how she was. She was really one of the only people who had guts to wear those things anymore. Esmerelda felt Crew's tongue against her bottom lip and she shuddered again, trying to decide what to do. She cautiously pushed her tongue against his lip as well, kissing him more and more passionately as the seconds went by.
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Post by crew mahem on Nov 22, 2007 23:00:32 GMT -5
spending money was never high on crew's list. the only thing that he ever really bought was music, and seeing as recently it was becoming more and more outlawed in his home, there wasnt many things to spend money on. he was starting to feel like he was now in the movie 'footloose' where music was outlawed. he had the same pair of shoes forever, but he loved them. he usually bought shirts or got them for free with the bands he helped or where he worked. a groan echoed in his throat, being not able to help it, as there tongues were together for that few seconds, he moved his hands down to the hem of her shirt, but didnt dare to take it off of her, not yet at least.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Nov 22, 2007 23:30:46 GMT -5
THIS MOMENT SEEMS SO LONG.
Esmerelda did spend money. She was responsible with her money, very responsible, but any time she had some to spare she'd go out and spend it. She liked shopping just like every model did. It was always fun for her, and people sometimes said it was like a sport to her. She wasn't that obsessed, no, but if you asked her what she liked to do when she wasn't busy, she'd say shop. Of course, that just made her more busy, but at least she was busy in an entertaining way. Esmerelda felt Crew's hands slide down to the hem of her shirt and she swallowed hard again, her tongue still intertwined with his. She somehow gained control of her trembling hands and she placed them on Crew's shirt hem, too, slowly lifting it up but only over his belly button.
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Post by crew mahem on Nov 24, 2007 16:11:24 GMT -5
time was such an horrible thing. of course without it, there would be no world, no order, but no stress. everything set at the certain point as the earth revolved around the sun made it seem like you had less time left to be living. crew couldnt stand it let alone wonder why people could be so time obsessed. he did what he needed to do and didnt do it all at once thinking any day he could just die and never come back to finish what he had started. he knew that he would never always get to finish what he started. feeling her fingers on them hem of his shirt and it being slowly lifted off of him, he finished the rest, pulling it over his head and placing it on the floor, and then went back to kissing her.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Nov 27, 2007 0:05:13 GMT -5
Time was a horrible thing. Esmerelda hated time. It was always there to haunt her - she hated clocks, only because she hated the anticipation and the stress. She hated wanting to get out of a class so badly, but looking up to the clock only to see she still had an eternity left of it. Time was horrible, it didn't matter if it was fast or slow, it was always horrible. Time was always there to mock Es and make her life miserable. Time sucked - it really, and truly, sucked. Esmerelda watched as Crew took off his shirt and she bit down on her lip as his cold chest pressed against her covered chest, her hands gently and slowly running down it. She smiled at him and, with more confidence than before, forced her tongue into his as she slowly slid her own shirt up.
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Post by crew mahem on Nov 29, 2007 17:44:26 GMT -5
as her hands ran down his chest he thought that he just as well might of died then and there. after he lifted off her shirt in between kisses, he always stopped himself thinking that he was on top of who was supposed to be his best friend, and they had never had anything more of there relationship than just being friends, and as a cop car flew by the window, a faint noise seeping through into crew's ears. he almost jumped in fear they were after him, almost making the small smile on his lips disappear, but just almost. it was so criminal, but it felt so right. people became friends with others when talking about the opposite gender, unless not straight, because of physical attraction, more like mental attraction, but over all it went both ways. but now, his bare chest was pressed against her chest that now had no shirt on.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Dec 11, 2007 21:53:28 GMT -5
esmerelda almost wondered if this was wrong. would she be hurting anyone by doing this? she hoped not. last time she checked, crew didn't have a girlfriend and none of her friends had a crush on him. so she was pretty much safe in the jealousy department, right? she certainly hoped so, otherwise she was screwed. when crew lifted her shirt, esmerleda shuddered, and almost jumped up off the couch when she heard the sirens by the window. it made her heart skip a couple of beats, but when she saw that crew wasn't moving, she kept going. she felt so exposed now, with crew laying on top of her, both of their chests bare. she had never done anything like this before with anyone. still, it was a good kind of awkward to be in this type of position. esmerelda sighed into the kiss, running her hands through his curly locks. "crew." she moaned inbetween a kiss, her eyes still closed.
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Post by crew mahem on Dec 11, 2007 22:09:11 GMT -5
if this whole situation wasn't hurting anyone but his own self, then what was wrong. if in the end it messed up there 'friend' part of there relationship, he would care. right now, they weren't doing what all really good just friends did. he was sure that sleeping with your just friend didn't fit anywhere in the 'just' part of that sentence. crew laughed lightly as she almost jumped off the bed as the sirens came by, shocking him as well, but not to that extension, so now he knew that she was having the same feelings about the whole situation. of course he was nervous, yet it felt so right, so why hesitate. she heard her say his name in between a kiss as her hands were locked through his hair. "mmhmm." he answered back after she had said his name in between a kiss, his eyes fluttering open for a quick second, but it came out more like a moan rather than a 'mhmm' for an answer. it wasn't his fault that the girl was making him go crazy with emotion.
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Post by esmerelda starr on Dec 11, 2007 22:30:30 GMT -5
esmerelda doubted this could effect their friendship status. think about it. could this really cause that much damage? es knew that after this, she would still be friends with crew and she wouldn't let this effect them. what kind of friend would she be, in that case, if she did let this effect them? all she knew was that right here, right now, she was enjoying herself, and she wasn't really paying attention to the consequences. how crucial could they be? esmerelda blushed when he laughed at her, and she was glad he couldn't tell that she had blushed. she loved his laugh; it soothed her. half of the nerves that had been shaking her body had gone, and now she was much more calm than before. she slowly moved her mouth to his ear, which she proceeded to kiss, smiling as he moaned. "do you want to do this?" she whispered, unsure of what he was going to say.
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